"sanctuary"

I've been living in London for over a month now, I haven't had any contact from the people I used to know. It's as though I move away and I'm gone, if I died tomorrow nobody would notice.

It might seem weird but I don't feel like I can be myself here, there's something missing.
I love London, and I feel at home here, but this isn't my home.
I don't know.

Maybe it's just because I feel so damn lonely. The only contact I get is from dirty old men on Grindr who want sex.

I haven't written anything on here in so long. But today I have felt absolutely awful and I had nowhere to turn to, so I came here.

This really is a sanctuary to me.